The enemy of our soul is so slick. He thought if I had a dream that was upsetting ... well maybe not upsetting but one that left me with a deep yearn in my heart ... that it would cast a sad aura around me! Well it almost did and then I said "Get behind me, satan, in the name of Jesus Christ"! Not instant results but getting better by the minute.
What upset me? A dream. Go figure. This from a person who never can remember a dream, or one who hardly dreams at all. I have asked myself could there be some significance in my dream, but I keep coming up with the same answer ... satan just trying to bring me down on this most glorious of days! In the dream, I was walking somewhere along with my sister (Cathy) and some others. They were walking in front of me. I was a good distance behind them because I was slow leaving the building we were in. As I came around the corner of the building, I could see Cathy and the others walking ahead of me. I also spotted a couple getting out of a van to the right of me alongside the building. As this lady exited the van, I froze and shouted, "MOM!" For that split second, I thought it was my mom. Then the lady turned completely around and I could see it was not. I was crying so hard at the disappointment and the reminder that my mom is now in heaven. I must have let out a scream of disappointment or something, because now my sister and the others are walking towards me. Maybe they heard me holler, "MOM". Nevertheless, I ran to Cathy crying and telling her what had occurred. Then I woke sad and crying!
You know what ... for the sake of my peace of mind, I am just going to tell myself that Mom wanted me to know she is with me today and she is proud of how her children have remained bonded together. I am sure this is not what the dream meant. I just need to tell myself this so I can regain my joy and carry on. You have to remember that I hardly EVER dream, so I do not want to read too much into this dream.
Hope to see you today! Come on out and have some fun!